baju raya

dimana hilang kemeriahan ramadhan dan aidilfitri?

teringat lagi zaman riang masa aku belum melangkahkan kaki ke alam remaja

zaman tu ramadhan adalah bulan yang paling aku suka sebab lepas tu nak raya dah YEAYY! hehe (:

kalau waktu berbuka pula x sah kalau x pergi bazaar and akulah yang paling berselera skali

waktu tu MAK DAN ABAH CERIA JE KAMI SEKELUARGA CERIA

bila tiba beraya pulak ramai sedara mara datang kampung

dulu aku tertanya-tanya kenapa kalau bersalaman mesti yang tua-tua akan mengalirkan air mata??

kini baru aku mengerti ramadhan tu akan datang dan pergi begitu juga orang2 disekeliling

sekali kita bermaafan itu minta maaflah dengan yang paling ikhlas

raya tahun makin tahun dah x bermakna bagiku makteh dah xde atuk pun baru meninggalkan kami semua sedih sangat

kondisi kami sekeluarga pun dah punah

apa yang tinggal hanyalah secebis harapan dari hati suci seorang anak ibu dan adik2 aku

abah,, wanie rindu keluarga kita yang dulu

walaupun abah sibuk kasih sayang yang x sempurna juga abah berikan tapi waktu tu abah masih bersama kami

berbuka bersama kami beraya bersama kami

tahun ni wanie rasa sedikit kosong lain sangat

kita masih beraya cuma abah tu berkongsi kasih dengan orang lain

abah tuhan dah pun kurniakan abah seorang isteri solehah yang setia

3 cahaya mata yang bijaksana

tapi sayang abah nampak kemewahan dunia NAFSU semata-mata

terima kasih abah ini rupanya cara abah menunaikan tangunggjawab abah kepada kami terima kasih abah

warkah ikhlas dari anak buat abah WANIE

ambik dari fb kak nisa (you bace ni )

TRIAL & ERROR..!juz nk share. Copied from IIUM Online - Madam. Fauziah Mohd Noor. "Assalamualaikum dan salam Ramadhan. Dua semester lepas, seorang pelajar saya (perempuan), pernah mengirimkan sms kepada saya, "Madam, terima kasih di atas segala2nya.Betapa saya ingin memeluk madam seperti memeluk ibu saya, tapi saya malu." Saya membalas sms dia, " Tak pe..insyaAllah, masih ada peluang utk kita berjumpa semester depan. Dan kalau jumpa nanti, peluklah saya kalau awak nak." Semalam dia datang datang ke ofis saya, dengan wajah suram dan inai masih dijari.Belum sempat berbual panjang, dia memeluk saya dengan erat dan disulam dengan tangisan. basah bahu saya dengan airmatanya. Saya bertanya, "Kenapa? awak sepatutnya gembira sebab baru saja bernikah dengan pilihan hati awak." Dalam sedu dia menjawab, "Madam, saya nak bercerai, saya dah tak boleh nak teruskan hidup dengan dia. Dia sangat berbeza dgn dia yang saya kenal sewaktu bercinta dulu" Astaghfirullah...hancur luluh hati saya waktu itu bagai kaca terhempas ke batu. Tak perlulahsaya sebut kenapa dan mengapa dia hendak bercerai ketika inai masih di jari. Saya cuma ingin menasihati pelajar2 saya, dan rakan2 FB saya yang masih muda, ingatlah pernikahan bukannya trial and error. Pernikahan bukannya ujian amali atau ujian praktikal. Janganlah hanya kerana kawan2 kamu telah bertunang, maka kamu rasa kamu juga perlu bertunang. janganlah hanya kerana kawan2 kamu telah bernikah, maka kamu rasa kamu juga perlu bernikah. Pernikahan adalah sesuatu yang sangat suci dan ianya memerlukan pengertian, pengorbanan dan kesabaran. Kesabaran bukan bertahan utk seminggu dua atau sebulan atau setahun. tapi kesabaran itu perlu utk membuktikan kamu beriman kepada Allah dan RasulNYA. Kepada pelajar2 yg telah bernikah di usia muda dan masih belajar, saya merayu kepada kamu semua hari ini...tolong jangan terlalu dipaparkan kemesraan kamu di facebook. jangan terlalu menunjukkan kesronokan bernikah di facebook. saya mohon dengan setulus hati saya. tolong kurangkan posting2 romantik kamu di FB. Saya tidak mahu lebih ramai pelajar yang merasakan seronoknya bernikah.Tapi mereka lupa bahawa di sebalik keseronokan pernikahan itu dipenuhi dengan tanggungjawab yg amat berat. Dan bukan semua orang bernasib baik mendapat pasangan hidup yang baik. Jadi, cukup2lah kamu berposting tenatng bulan madu kamu, hentikan dialog2 romantik kamu di FB, ucapan sayang dan cinta itu simpan utk tatapan kamu dan pasangan kamu saja.TOLONGLAH....saya merayu daripada kamu. Dan kepada pelajar2 yg masih berfikir tentang bakal suami atau isteri, berjumpalah dengan mereka yg lebih arif tentang hidup.Mintalah pendapat mereka tentang mencari pasangan hidup. Ingatlah anak2ku, adik2ku..pernikahan bukan satu percubaan, tapi satu tanggungjawab yang amat berat. Saya tidak sanggup melihat kamu menangis...tidak sanggup sebab saya sangat sayangkan kamu. jaga diri kamu baik2." a great advice..♥

ya allah kuatkan lah diriku

hari ni aku menangis lagi

seronokkan nangis hari2 ni?

thanx manusia

kau tahu kisah hidup aku ni berliku berduri

kau paham x bila aku yang dah biasa dean's list kat MRSM dulu ttba down pastu buat keputusan mendadak nak keluar sbb nak bahagiakan mak aku kat rumah tu?

kau xpaham kan? sebab kau semua yang ada kat sini kebanyakannya orang senang orang bahagia yang terlalu muda untuk rase pengalaman hidup pahit mcm aku ni!

so senang je jgn judge hidup aku!

aku penatdah memberontak

aku nak jadi diri aku yang dulu

tapi kadang2 aku pikir kalau aku berubah orang paham ke erti perubahan tu apa?

thnx jugak sbb buat aku rasa ganjil kat sini

tapi satu je insyaALLAH aku x mudah jatuh

kau tahu betapa pedih nya aku tgk result 6 A aku sedangkan kwn2 MRSM aku sume straight2 A'S belaka?

saat itu aku berazam xkan melakukan kesilapan yang sama

kau tahu kah betapa nekadnya aku isi borang UPU tu?

kau tahu siang malam aku berdoa supaya dipanggil INTERVIEW TU?

dan kau tahu kan saat aku berjaya dipanggil temu duga aku mengisi segala kertas yang ada dengan penuh keazaman didada??!

tidakk! kau xpernah tahu! sbb kau bukan aku! kau xpernah kisah pun tentang hidup aku!

dan bila aku berjaya dipanggil mendaftar

KAU TAHUKAN AKU SETIAP HARI BERBINCANG DENGAN IBUKU BAGAIMANA HARUSKU UBAH SIKAP KU AGAR SEMUA ORANG SELESA DENGAN KU???

YA ALLAH SEMUA INI dugaan! ya ALLAH saat aku menaip ini juga aku kehabisan air mata! kuatkanlahh diriku dalam menempuh dugaan ini

masih banyak lagi yang belum aku tempuh!

i love you (:

baby

i love you..

thanx for choosing me as your future to be with (':

i love you bebeyh

somebody that i used to know

Now and then I think of when we were together Like when you said you felt so happy you could die Told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company But that was love and it's an ache I still remember You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness Like resignation to the end Always the end So when we found that we could not make sense Well you said that we would still be friends But I'll admit that I was glad it was over But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened And that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger And that feels so rough And you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your effects And then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over But had me believing it was always something that I'd done And I don't wanna live that way Reading into every word you say You said that you could let it go And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know... But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened And that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger And that feels so rough And you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your effects And then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know I used to know That I used to know Somebody... Source: http://lagubestbest.blogspot.com/2011/12/somebody-that-i-used-to-know-gotye.html#ixzz22cKU3Jkc

as long as you love me..

We're under pressure Seven billion people in the world trying to fit in Keep it together Smile on your face even though your heart is frowning But, hey now, you know girl We both know it's a cold world But, I will take my chances As long as you love me We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke As long as you love me I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold (As long as you love me x2) I'll be your soilder Fighting every second of the day for your dreams, girl I'll be your hova You can my destiny's child on a scene, girl So don't stress, and don't cry We don't need no wings to fly Just take, my hand As long as you love me We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke As long as you love me I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold (As long as you love me x2) [Big Sean] I don't know if this makes sense but, you're my hallelujah Give me a time and place, I'll rendezvous it I'll fly you to it, I'll beat you there Girl, you know I got you Us, trust, a couple things I can't spell without u Now we on top of the world, cause that's just how we do Use to tell me sky's the limit, now the sky's our point of view Man, we stepping out like woa (oh god!), cameras point and shoot Ask me 'what's my best side?', I stand back and point at you You the one that I argue with, feel like I need a new girl to be bothered with But, the grass ain't always greener on the other side, it's green where you water it So I know, we got issues baby, true, true, true But I'd rather work on this you than to go ahead and start with someone new As long as you love me As long as you love me We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke As long as you love me I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold (As long as you love me x2) Source: http://lagubestbest.blogspot.com/2012/06/as-long-as-you-love-me-justin-bieber-ft.html#ixzz22cK581nD

payphone (adam levine(maroon 5) ft wiz khalifa)

I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I've spent on you Where are the times gone Baby it's all wrong Where are the plans we made for two Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember The people we used to be It's even harder to picture That you're not here next to me You said it's too late to make it But is it too late to try? And then that time that you wasted All of our bridges burnt down I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed Still stucked in that time when we called it love But even the sun sets in paradise I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change i've spent on you Where are the times gone baby It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this And all those fairytales are full of it One more stupid love song I'll be safe You turned your back on tomorrow Cause you forgot yesterday I gave you my love to borrow But just gave it away You can't expect me to be fine I don't expect you to care I know I said it before But all of our bridges burnt down I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed Still stucked in that time when we called it love But even the sun sets in paradise I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I've spent on you Where are the times gone baby It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this And all those fairytales are full of it One more stupid love song I'll be safe Now I'm at a payphone [Wiz Khalifa] Now work that sh-t I'll be right here spending all this money while you sitting round Wondering why wasn't you who came out from nothing Made it from the bottom Now when you see me I'm strutting And all of my cause a way to push up a button Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it Switched the number to my phone So you never can call it Don't need my name, or my show Swish you can tell it I'm ballin' What a shame coulda got picked Had a really good game but you missed your last shot So you talk about who you see at the top Or what you could've saw But sad to say it's over for it Phantom roll out valet open doors Where's the car way, got what you was looking for Now ask me who they want So you can go take that little piece of sh-t with you I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I've spent on you Where are the times gone baby It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this And all these fairytales are full of it One more stupid love song I'll be safe Now I'm at a payphone Source: http://lagubestbest.blogspot.com/2012/04/payphone-maroon-5-feat-wiz-khalifa.html#ixzz22cJlqjGG

tlg please tlg please tlg please

bila org tu mula merayu tanda nya die sedang merendahkan dirinya serendah yang mungkin utk mintak maaf

WARNA WARNI

insyaallah pasti boleh

maybe aku seorang yg paranoid seorang yang ketandusan kasih syg parents ketandusan ilmu persahabatan. kerana itulah aku sering ditindas dan diperkotak katikkan aku dipijak oleh manusia2 yang konon nya kuat. terima kasih ya allah kerana menguji aku sejauh ini, mungkin terlampau banyak dosa lampau yang telah aku lakukan lalu ini lah dia balasan dunia yang engkau berikan.

tetapi insyaallah akan aku muhasabah diriku supaya sentiasa ingat kepada mu ya allah

perjuangan aku baru bermula mungkin apa yang ku lihat disekeliling ku ini juga takkan bertahan lama,,

mereka pasti akan hilang kata-kata jika aku mampu berjaya walau hidup penuh pancaroba

go wanie! go deans list lah mcm kat mrsm dulu! kau mampu!

aku x pilih hidup berkonflik

setiap manusia ada kesabaran yang berbeza kadang2 kita lalui hari tu dgn sebuah senyuman ikhlas tp org yang lempar batu kat kita kan? ape lagi nak buat? sabar je lah itu semua ketentuan tuhan

kesabaran

sampai bila eh nak berlakon? habaq mai? aku dh penat ni and aku bukan mcm ni terus terang aku ckp.

aku bengis yg korg xkan expect pon mcm mane

aku si pemaaf tpi yg x mudh lupakan kisah silam

to my dearest aizat

you,

i mintak maaf sbb selalu buat u sakit hati

mintak break xpsl2 sume tp thnx you snggup layan i yg MANJA ni

skrg i rindu you balik i tau u pun same cume kite malu nak ckp (:

i teringin nak mcm dulu balik ngan you tapi kan..

i takut you bosan dgn i and you pergi pulak dari hidup i

hati i lembut you senang berdarah berapa kali i jadi bahan mainan

you tau kan sikit2 cerita i kat sini?

i mintak maaf kalau ape yg i cerita tu buat

you jelous ke ape ke

i just miss you so much

tp i jugak selesa dgn keadaan kita yg skrg ni

ape yg penting kita

habiskan study dlu

then kalau kita bertemu lagi 6 tahun akan dtg

maksudnya tu lah jodoh (: