umpama seni

abstrak bukan tajuk saya kali ni . haha
jadi, so, what i am suppose to talk to?

OKAY OKAY

SIAPA KAT SINI SANGAT MINAT AKAN feSyeN?

angkat tangan!!! yeay hi-5 (:

hmm so baik saya ceritakan serba sedikit tentang fesyen dari pandangan saya *perspektif saya

saya beragama islam dan saya berbangsa melayu. fesyen yang saya amalkan dan menjadi kegemaran adalah fesyen yang menutup aurat namun masih boleh menggayakan pakaian terkini, 

apa yang terkini?

mari saya DEDAHKAN satu persatu huhu ~

1. baju tee yang bercorak tribal
2. seluar leggings galaxy
3. selendang berwarna neon dan bercorak tribal
4. semua jenis pakaian daripada fabrik chiffon *memberikan kesan mewah pada pemakai
5. gelang tangan bercorak tengkorak, simbol peace
6. rantai bulu bulu
7. skirt mullet 
8. bottoms wear yang bercorak galaxy, tribal dan sebagainya
9. skinny jeans berwarna warni
10. selendang kemasan satin
11. dan BANYAK LAGIIIII 

tapi! haha pasti ada tapi nya. bukan semua yang saya "list " kan itu boleh dipakai oleh kita kita golongan berhijab okay?  *atau senang dipanggil hijabist..


contohnya..

•  kita yang memakai tudung,selendang,hijab,pashmina dan sebagainya haruslah menutup bahagian bahagian yang telah diwajibkan!
• skinny leggings, baju bergetah semua tuh masyaallah a big no no okay?
• hmm tudung x kisah nak buat ala turban atau apa sekali pon tapi tutuplah dada , tutuplah rambut di kepala dengan SEMPURNA,
• skirt atau baju yang jarang? OHH! MASALAH besar,, skirt? pakailah kain dalam baju? seeloknya pakailah inner, bukan sekadang singlet..
• skirt potongan mullet? menjadi trend bukan? namun apa salahnya kita gayakan dengan penuh sopan dengan menyuai padankan plain mullet skirt bersama harem pants bercorak tribal, sangat manis dilihat *harem pants bukan LEGGINGS..

 benar kata orang fesyen itu umpama seni, kita yang bijak melakar seni akan tampil unik dan bergaya dalam setiap pemakaian, namun sebagai budaya timur, ingatlah asal usul kita, malu pada malaikat, malu pada tuhan malu pada orang disekeliling kita dan paling penting malu pada diri sendiri..~wanie

ohh sebelum mengundur diri,, apa kata saya bagi beberapa tips untuk para hijabist menstylokan lagi pemakaian mereka?

okay mari mula yang baru ?

hmm memandangkan sekarang ni dah masuk semester baru apa kata aku cuba fokus ke hadapan dengan perkara yang membuatkan ku gembira..

nak jual..

dah berbulan saya simpan baju2 ni, siap di basuh wangi dah tinggal nak gosok and jual, sape dia pembeli baru die nanti eh? suma ni masih cantik tapi sayang nya saya tidak muat or terlampau bnyak dlm almari..
so mari2
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STATEMENT OF EXAMINATION RESULT

SEMESTER IN TOTAL : 3.67

EXAMINATION RESULT

AD (DEAN LIST)

no words that i can use to describe my feeling (: only ALLAH knows .
i'm so grateful eventhough it's not 4.0 or higher than this but alhamdulillah,

i've proved to ABAH i can still survive in this tough situation,

special appreciation to mummy mdm HABIBAH (: I LOVE YOU MUM! all MY LECTURERS , FRIENDS , CLASSMATES, BESTFRIENDS MIRA ACAP ECAH SYAMIRA,, AND HATERS, 

LAST YEAR spm ):

ALLAH tested me with many challenges and alhamdulillah i can finish it one by one, while my friends are having their good time with PROGRAM GEMILANG, PREP CLASS EVERY NOON AND NIGHT, JAMAAH PRAYER, RECITING YASSIN TOGETHER , RIADAH AFTER HAVING A STRESSFUL LEARNING DAY TOGETHER AND MORE FUN ACTIVITIES AT MAKTAB RENDAH SAINS MARA LANGKAWI (MRSM) i'm all alone in my room struggling for the best, the best that i can do to make sure that my mum especially won't be too upset with my results. i need to fight with my own self to beat the EXCELLENT AND SUPER GENIUS CHINESE in my class (5 JATI SMKDU), haihh only my family and AIZAT know how was my feeling that time, how many time i cried out loud, how many time i gave up and stand again to face the super examination (spm). AND I WON'T TELL again the reason why i suddenly moved away from maktab without doing any wrong or being driven from maktab. good friend surely understood but bad enemies badly judge me with wild accusation ,,

oh ALLAH, you are merciful, EVEN I JUST GOT 6 a's and 3 b's i was grateful enough ALHAMDULILLAH. and now i've already get the right place(maybe? insyaallah)in UITM LENDU MELAKA majored in MASS COMM STUDIES alhamdulillah,, see? the moral values of my story no matter how hard it is your life, never look back and give up but make it as a lesson so you won't repeat it again, remember that ALLAH have planned everything for us since we are not yet in this world, give up is not the way, try harder and doa harder! ALLAH always listen to your prayer (: MASYAALLAH

GOODLUCK FOR SPM CANDIDATE! I LOVE YOU AND LOVE YOURSELF TOO

jumbo sale clearance for al-ikhsan

haha

i thought it was THAT awesome coz everyone is talking about this event,so i've decided to go for al-ikhsan instead of VANS AND DC clearance promo, gosh! i should went to both event but i couldn't make it, hmm but trully alhamdulillah i've drove my car well and everything went smoothly happened like i've planned (:

at first HADIF was so sad because he wanted NIKE or ADIDAS football boots so badly but he forgot that his shoes's size is too hard to find at any store even sometimes when we ask for the biggest he still can't fit in that shoes. so we just bought some JUNKS i think to satisfy our own feelings, and even we walked or easily said as "TAWAF" many rounds we can't find any boots with US 11 size :P see? too big is it?

and we manage to bought only this such as blue sport PUMA bag

and ADIDAS water bottle for me (i've own this long time ago but someone had stole it when i was in mrsm langkawi,, sad much?)

hmm then he (HADIF) bought 2 pairs or ADIDAS socks and one ADIDAS red jersey,, so i went straight home but i felt unhappy with hadif SAD'S face for not having his own new boot since he'll be having a match this tuesday, so we went to one utama and start to search any CHEAP and BIG boots,(since here in OU there's no SALES OR PROMOTION like in shah alam) HMM alhamdulillah he managed to have one boot and i need to withdraw rm100 more to make the money enough for payment. PHEEWWW,,

we filled our empty tummy after we need to fae the half rainy day in PJ, SO WE WENT TO KENNY ROGERS roasters,, hmm yummy (:

maybe that's all i can share with you and just a message to random ppl, never challenge yourself to find a parking in one utama even at the roof top parking when it is weekends, i bet you won't make it, or will hardly fight for a parking. assalamualaikum and will update more (:

kakak harith bagi recipe potato salad with egg yumyumm

all you need for potato salad is.. Russet potato (ikut brapa byk yg nak) Mayonnaise Green Giant corn (dlm tin) Eggs tomato(in this case kalau nak simpan lama jgn guna.) 1st: rebus telur and kentang 2nd: potong telur n kentang yg dah direbut cube size, bukan lenyek tau, nanti jadi mashed potato.. 3rd: mix the cube egg and potato together with green giant corn 4th: campurkan dgn mayonnaise 5th: Dah mix cover dengan plastik balut makann and bia dalam fridge. (sejuk lagi best) you can dress it with salad if u want it tasted great :) simple kan? naah bole la cuba ye ..ti kasi akak rate..hehe

and abah please understand me

i really need this

mmaaaaaa can i have thiisss??

dian pelangi?

aku dambakan warna warni yang terias indah di tubuh mu dan kepalamu . indah berseri seumpama namamu PELANGI (: kau inspirasiku kau idola fesyen ku

photoshoot today at sunway SPK

SI CIK KIAH DIVA NAK HABAQ SAT NIHH ...

MUNGKIN POST INI TIADA APA YANG MENARIK CUMA SAJA NAK BERCERITA

satu hari yang membosankan dan saya pula mmg x betah tinggal didalam rumah dengan hanya makan minum tgk tv dan main dgn KUCING saya haiyyoo boleh gila dibuatnya

tambah pulak rumah tgh ade renovation di rumah ni so,, hmm mmg bingit telinga mendengar bunyi mesin2 yang ada,

so, tanpa disedari saya decide untuk keluar rumah tanpa apa-apa niat dan xtau nak ke mana yang saya tahu saya nak gi KL,

tapi,, KL tu kan besar giloooss mane lah saya tahu nak gi mana adehh -_______-"

saya dengan selambanya bersiap umpama diva ----> selendang bercorak Tribal di kepala dengan lilitan khas bersama inner neck, baju pink terang yang saya beli di bazaar UITM saya, seluar hitam saya melangkah keluar dan terus menuju ke stesen bas

tadaa.. KE LRT KELANA JAYA DULU LAH

then saya pon beli tiket ke kl sentral,, sepanjang menunggu tren lrt datang saya pelik sbb ramai sngt yang berpakaian sama berbaju tshirt hitam berjalur hijau dan tertera we run KL something like that lahh

haa.. menarik ni,, ingatkan nak ikut diorg skali oooppss diorg x turun kat kl sentral lah pulak, tiket saya menuju ke kl sentral sahaja,, xpelah xde rezeki

kat KL SENTRAL pulak ade lagi hal yang terjadi. haihh dunia dunia!

ANDA PERNAH KENA TAHAN DENGAN MAKHLUK2 YANG PAKAI BAJU BIRU YANG TERTERA CELCOM DIBAJUNYA? LALU BERKATA "KAK DAH UMUR 18? AMBIKLAH SIM CARD NI FREE2" free nenek die lahh habis 10 ringgit aku melayang sbb xtahan cara diorg menahan aku dengan menolak dan menarik barg2 yang aku pegang, so PERHATIAN KEPADA WARGA MALAYSIA KALAU BERJALAN DI SEKITAR MASJID JAMIK JALAN TAR TU, STESEN MONOREL KL SENTRAL AND BANYAK LAGI LAH KAWASANNYA OHH BUKIT BINTANG PON ADA,, KORG JAGA-JAGA DAN HATI-HATILAH! BERANI UNTUK BERKATA TIDAK OKAY??

HAA dah mcm cik kiah dah aku bercerita ni ,, then aku pon masuk ke BB PLAZA satu je lah yang aku boleh describe SYURGA BAJU!SYURGA DUNIA FESYEN

ya allah banyak gila baju2 yang aku nak sngat kat situ dijual dengan harga yang teramatlah murah berbanding di blog online ,, aksesori mcm rantai BIB tu boleh dapat dengan harga KURANG RM20 weyhh

then ape lagi ehh? belt pon rm9.90, baju die bawah rm50,,

kalau aku ikutkan hatilah tadi mmg licin gamaknya duit dalam bank tu

okay kalau pembaca suma nak tahu SAYA MEMANG SEORANG PECINTA FESYEN BAJET (: (BAJET MAKSUDNYA MURAH LERR BUKAN POYO TUU -____________-")

SO ape2 je yang ade SALE TU MMG WAA SAMBAR DULU LAHH YEE?

haha okay dah wanie dah cukup2 lah bercerita pasal fesyen and gila syopping hang tuu

hmm then apelagi mkan MCD samurai burger untuk dinner mmndangkan tadi before keluar rumah smpat sarapan je pagi tu makan lunch nye tidakk,, jumpa baju terus x lapar,, haha bagus gak ni BOLEH JADI TERAPHY UNUTK kurus dengan cepat iaitu mengikat perut untuk mengumpul duit daripada makan dan digunakan unutk shopping WAHHH! HEBAT!

then bila dah makan suma apelagi gerak balik lahh memandangkan hari pon dah malam

hmm masa dah smpai di stesen monorel bukit nanas pula ada JUNGLE BAZAAR,, hhaa!! lupa nak bagi tahu saya juga pengemar barangan vintage ataupun bundle , kadangkala koleksi bundle diorg ni unik sangat dan boleh didapati dengan harga yang teramatlah murah. ade garage / boot sale, arts performance, bazaar, foods stall, night performance AND BNYAK LAGI LAHH

haaa,, lama gaklah saya lepak disitu so jawabnya mmg balik rumah tersangat lah malam,,

balik2 je mak kata nak ikut abah pergi pasar borong x wanie? saya pon ape lagi? naaakkk!!! haha nak tahu sbb die? sbb saya nak beli barang2 untuk masak singgang ikan dan sambal sotong sumbat,, hmm yummmy! nnty bile ade mase mengizinkan saya post gambar masakan okay?

bila pergi ke pasar borong selayang tu, abah mesti akan singgah ke INTERNATIONAL YOUTH CENTRE cheras untuk hantar semua barang keperlauan katering dia

so ape lagi kitorg pon pergi jugak lah DONTOWN CHERAS,, not bad whaatt, cuma kat situ bnyak sngt org2 yang SAKAI.. mcm mana sakai ttuu? haaa,, korg kena dtg sana and tgk sendiri

abah and mak berurut manakala aku mencari kasut yang murah dan beli teddy bear yg murah jugakk.. haaa! imagine kasut jalan biasa tuu aku dapt beli 2 PASANG UNTUK RM20 BABE!! MURAHH GILOSSS, haha dan teddy bear yg comel utk temn aku berharga rm10

boleh gila aku tgk barang2 murah setiap hari ni

hmmm then ape lagi pekena steamboat kat situ mmg wajib sedap jugak lahh and murah sangat sbb satu batang hanya rm1

okay dah penat bercerita sekarang saya ada dirumah dan menghadap laptop ni sambil menaip cerita yang teramatlah panjang untuk pembaca blog saya

jadi jam telah menunjukkan 6.16 pagi, 14/10/2012 saya rasa saya perlukan rehat yang mencukupi okay, insyaallah saya akan menulis lagi byee222 (:

bersyukur

aku xtau nak post ape, k lah cakap pasal bersyukur lah tday dalam hidup ni x semua org perfect so kita kena belajar bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada tapi x bermaksud kita kena terlampau berpuas hati kita juga mesti perbaiki diri cuma sampai satu tahap kita perlu berhenti -nur hazwani-

even final pon haha

esok nak lilit tudung mcm ni hahaha (: yeahh wanie yeahh!

oh final oh final! mengapakah aku berdebar?

jadi, hye dan assalamualaikum saya ucapkan ye hmm so what should i write today is actually something that is happening to me, the BOREDOM!!

final exam is not like we expect the most i mean (the hardness)

what i really care is about how do i prepare myself before the BIG day

so today i'm just going to fill in some of my free time(eventhough I need to use this time to study but I don't ooppss)

haha you know what i mean right?

yeah so i woke up not that early this morning , if i'm not mistaken it is almost 11 o'clock heheh..

then i moved myself to the toilet and blablabla,, same routine i do everyday as a hostel/college/university student..

then some spirit come to me.. yeahh! the spirit to study but, unfortunately it just for a few minutes. yeahh again! NORMAL things,,

past year papers for some hint (: BEL120 is my code subject fyi it is a.k.a. english (thank you) (: clapclap sorry aku mmg suka syok sendri ni

then something happened a few minutes just now DILA and her HIPPO and SHEERA and her BBPIN( wrong saying of pin BSN she said BBPIN instead hohohh i love you sheera forgive me (:

yes people, introducing THE HIPPO! dila's loves'one (:

and dilla was so excited to let me took hippos' picture just now (:

thanx to sheera for lending me her super duper GOOD DICTIONARY for my revision

and sheera got some habit which to eat ze GARDENIA BREAD with NUTELA, addiction i think?

and say hello to the hijabista MAG! omg i'm so in love with the superb fashion! seriously!

yes you dilla, watch out, i'm gonna beat you for the BUBBLE GAME! GIVE BACK MY TAB HOHOH joking (:

not to forget the candies that make me super annoying today! hyperactive i mean,, the sugar keep me awake but AGAIN just for a few minutes

i think that's all i'm going to continue my revision tonight! agioss!

who are you?

well ppl at least try to rspect others because you're not living in this world alone pon, who knows one day u will be my worker? How are you gonna to act that time? Kalau kau nak sume kau punya sndiri pergi duduk dlm hutan sumpah xde sape nak kacau,

you know what i've worked extremely hard to reach this stage. Maybe kau x merasa penderitaan sbb tuhan nak uji mcm mane kau bersyukur dgn nikmat yg dia bagi,,

again i'm stressing my statement pleasee be nice to people tu je,, i know you are the most laziest person to care about people life and feelings but then kalau kau tau respect org org akn respect kau

seronokkah manusia?

bila kau hidup disini penuh girang tapi kau buat aku menderita Seronokkah manusia bila kau dpt beljr elok2 aku pula yg terkapai2 kerana hasutanmu mereka lari drpd ku Seronokkah kau bila membinasakan masa depan org lain? Seronok? Wahai kau yang bernama manusia tetapi bertopengkan syaitan Hidup ini memang nikmat jika apa kau mahu semua dipenuhi Namun aku tetap teguh dengn pendirianku Aku percaya hukum tuhan dimana stu hari nanti pasti ada pembalasan bagi merka yang durjana Mungkin sakit ku ini lama tapi hanya didunia Aku persetankan semua yang berlaku Impiku hanya satu Membuat kedua buah hati jantungku yang telah memerah keringat membesrkan ku bangga dengan kejayaan ku Dan kau jangan disebabkan keseronokan sekrang kau menderita di tapak kaki ku nanti, Ya satu hari nanti

can you be like me? surviving in this cruel world with a fake smile everyday?

Trust menever betray ppl around you cause karma really exist u'll face it in your future

haihh dalam hidup ni xkan lari dari dugaan

bila hidup kita mcm roda Aku masih meragui ape yang berlaku Aku xpaham manusia jiwa batu, punyai perut namun xmerasa Sedih lah Kadang aku turut gembira Gila mungkin aku Ahh,, terima saja apa yang ada Mana2 pun sama

i love you

tell me the reason why i shoukd hate u

Even the relationship now is harder i hope u can wait Wait until its nice again Even we need to face the upside down of life I just love u :-)

keluarga

i love you dad eventhough u are not gving us that LOVE

uitm moga aku dapat berbakti sekali lagi

sepanjang aku duduk sini aku sedih sangat Mungkin aku dh bnyak sgt bagi muka kat org smpai org pijak kepala aku Tapi nak buat mcm mane, , bila cerita dekat mak, mak pun pelik nape org zaman skrg mcm ni Entahlah aku dah besar so aku kena belajar hidup berdikari Aku kena belajar berbakti Berdiri atas kaki sendiri Walau ape pun yang berlaku aku kena jugak harung sbb ni dh bukan zaman smk dulu2 tu Insyallah aku akan berbakti kepada diri org sekeliling dan uitm,, Smoga peluang belajar yg aku dpt ni aku akan gunakan dengan baik sekali Dan semoga aku dijauhkan dengan mereka2 yang berhasad dengki :-)

baju raya

dimana hilang kemeriahan ramadhan dan aidilfitri?

teringat lagi zaman riang masa aku belum melangkahkan kaki ke alam remaja

zaman tu ramadhan adalah bulan yang paling aku suka sebab lepas tu nak raya dah YEAYY! hehe (:

kalau waktu berbuka pula x sah kalau x pergi bazaar and akulah yang paling berselera skali

waktu tu MAK DAN ABAH CERIA JE KAMI SEKELUARGA CERIA

bila tiba beraya pulak ramai sedara mara datang kampung

dulu aku tertanya-tanya kenapa kalau bersalaman mesti yang tua-tua akan mengalirkan air mata??

kini baru aku mengerti ramadhan tu akan datang dan pergi begitu juga orang2 disekeliling

sekali kita bermaafan itu minta maaflah dengan yang paling ikhlas

raya tahun makin tahun dah x bermakna bagiku makteh dah xde atuk pun baru meninggalkan kami semua sedih sangat

kondisi kami sekeluarga pun dah punah

apa yang tinggal hanyalah secebis harapan dari hati suci seorang anak ibu dan adik2 aku

abah,, wanie rindu keluarga kita yang dulu

walaupun abah sibuk kasih sayang yang x sempurna juga abah berikan tapi waktu tu abah masih bersama kami

berbuka bersama kami beraya bersama kami

tahun ni wanie rasa sedikit kosong lain sangat

kita masih beraya cuma abah tu berkongsi kasih dengan orang lain

abah tuhan dah pun kurniakan abah seorang isteri solehah yang setia

3 cahaya mata yang bijaksana

tapi sayang abah nampak kemewahan dunia NAFSU semata-mata

terima kasih abah ini rupanya cara abah menunaikan tangunggjawab abah kepada kami terima kasih abah

warkah ikhlas dari anak buat abah WANIE

ambik dari fb kak nisa (you bace ni )

TRIAL & ERROR..!juz nk share. Copied from IIUM Online - Madam. Fauziah Mohd Noor. "Assalamualaikum dan salam Ramadhan. Dua semester lepas, seorang pelajar saya (perempuan), pernah mengirimkan sms kepada saya, "Madam, terima kasih di atas segala2nya.Betapa saya ingin memeluk madam seperti memeluk ibu saya, tapi saya malu." Saya membalas sms dia, " Tak pe..insyaAllah, masih ada peluang utk kita berjumpa semester depan. Dan kalau jumpa nanti, peluklah saya kalau awak nak." Semalam dia datang datang ke ofis saya, dengan wajah suram dan inai masih dijari.Belum sempat berbual panjang, dia memeluk saya dengan erat dan disulam dengan tangisan. basah bahu saya dengan airmatanya. Saya bertanya, "Kenapa? awak sepatutnya gembira sebab baru saja bernikah dengan pilihan hati awak." Dalam sedu dia menjawab, "Madam, saya nak bercerai, saya dah tak boleh nak teruskan hidup dengan dia. Dia sangat berbeza dgn dia yang saya kenal sewaktu bercinta dulu" Astaghfirullah...hancur luluh hati saya waktu itu bagai kaca terhempas ke batu. Tak perlulahsaya sebut kenapa dan mengapa dia hendak bercerai ketika inai masih di jari. Saya cuma ingin menasihati pelajar2 saya, dan rakan2 FB saya yang masih muda, ingatlah pernikahan bukannya trial and error. Pernikahan bukannya ujian amali atau ujian praktikal. Janganlah hanya kerana kawan2 kamu telah bertunang, maka kamu rasa kamu juga perlu bertunang. janganlah hanya kerana kawan2 kamu telah bernikah, maka kamu rasa kamu juga perlu bernikah. Pernikahan adalah sesuatu yang sangat suci dan ianya memerlukan pengertian, pengorbanan dan kesabaran. Kesabaran bukan bertahan utk seminggu dua atau sebulan atau setahun. tapi kesabaran itu perlu utk membuktikan kamu beriman kepada Allah dan RasulNYA. Kepada pelajar2 yg telah bernikah di usia muda dan masih belajar, saya merayu kepada kamu semua hari ini...tolong jangan terlalu dipaparkan kemesraan kamu di facebook. jangan terlalu menunjukkan kesronokan bernikah di facebook. saya mohon dengan setulus hati saya. tolong kurangkan posting2 romantik kamu di FB. Saya tidak mahu lebih ramai pelajar yang merasakan seronoknya bernikah.Tapi mereka lupa bahawa di sebalik keseronokan pernikahan itu dipenuhi dengan tanggungjawab yg amat berat. Dan bukan semua orang bernasib baik mendapat pasangan hidup yang baik. Jadi, cukup2lah kamu berposting tenatng bulan madu kamu, hentikan dialog2 romantik kamu di FB, ucapan sayang dan cinta itu simpan utk tatapan kamu dan pasangan kamu saja.TOLONGLAH....saya merayu daripada kamu. Dan kepada pelajar2 yg masih berfikir tentang bakal suami atau isteri, berjumpalah dengan mereka yg lebih arif tentang hidup.Mintalah pendapat mereka tentang mencari pasangan hidup. Ingatlah anak2ku, adik2ku..pernikahan bukan satu percubaan, tapi satu tanggungjawab yang amat berat. Saya tidak sanggup melihat kamu menangis...tidak sanggup sebab saya sangat sayangkan kamu. jaga diri kamu baik2." a great advice..♥

ya allah kuatkan lah diriku

hari ni aku menangis lagi

seronokkan nangis hari2 ni?

thanx manusia

kau tahu kisah hidup aku ni berliku berduri

kau paham x bila aku yang dah biasa dean's list kat MRSM dulu ttba down pastu buat keputusan mendadak nak keluar sbb nak bahagiakan mak aku kat rumah tu?

kau xpaham kan? sebab kau semua yang ada kat sini kebanyakannya orang senang orang bahagia yang terlalu muda untuk rase pengalaman hidup pahit mcm aku ni!

so senang je jgn judge hidup aku!

aku penatdah memberontak

aku nak jadi diri aku yang dulu

tapi kadang2 aku pikir kalau aku berubah orang paham ke erti perubahan tu apa?

thnx jugak sbb buat aku rasa ganjil kat sini

tapi satu je insyaALLAH aku x mudah jatuh

kau tahu betapa pedih nya aku tgk result 6 A aku sedangkan kwn2 MRSM aku sume straight2 A'S belaka?

saat itu aku berazam xkan melakukan kesilapan yang sama

kau tahu kah betapa nekadnya aku isi borang UPU tu?

kau tahu siang malam aku berdoa supaya dipanggil INTERVIEW TU?

dan kau tahu kan saat aku berjaya dipanggil temu duga aku mengisi segala kertas yang ada dengan penuh keazaman didada??!

tidakk! kau xpernah tahu! sbb kau bukan aku! kau xpernah kisah pun tentang hidup aku!

dan bila aku berjaya dipanggil mendaftar

KAU TAHUKAN AKU SETIAP HARI BERBINCANG DENGAN IBUKU BAGAIMANA HARUSKU UBAH SIKAP KU AGAR SEMUA ORANG SELESA DENGAN KU???

YA ALLAH SEMUA INI dugaan! ya ALLAH saat aku menaip ini juga aku kehabisan air mata! kuatkanlahh diriku dalam menempuh dugaan ini

masih banyak lagi yang belum aku tempuh!

i love you (:

baby

i love you..

thanx for choosing me as your future to be with (':

i love you bebeyh

somebody that i used to know

Now and then I think of when we were together Like when you said you felt so happy you could die Told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company But that was love and it's an ache I still remember You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness Like resignation to the end Always the end So when we found that we could not make sense Well you said that we would still be friends But I'll admit that I was glad it was over But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened And that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger And that feels so rough And you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your effects And then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over But had me believing it was always something that I'd done And I don't wanna live that way Reading into every word you say You said that you could let it go And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know... But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened And that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger And that feels so rough And you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your effects And then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know I used to know That I used to know Somebody... Source: http://lagubestbest.blogspot.com/2011/12/somebody-that-i-used-to-know-gotye.html#ixzz22cKU3Jkc

as long as you love me..

We're under pressure Seven billion people in the world trying to fit in Keep it together Smile on your face even though your heart is frowning But, hey now, you know girl We both know it's a cold world But, I will take my chances As long as you love me We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke As long as you love me I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold (As long as you love me x2) I'll be your soilder Fighting every second of the day for your dreams, girl I'll be your hova You can my destiny's child on a scene, girl So don't stress, and don't cry We don't need no wings to fly Just take, my hand As long as you love me We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke As long as you love me I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold (As long as you love me x2) [Big Sean] I don't know if this makes sense but, you're my hallelujah Give me a time and place, I'll rendezvous it I'll fly you to it, I'll beat you there Girl, you know I got you Us, trust, a couple things I can't spell without u Now we on top of the world, cause that's just how we do Use to tell me sky's the limit, now the sky's our point of view Man, we stepping out like woa (oh god!), cameras point and shoot Ask me 'what's my best side?', I stand back and point at you You the one that I argue with, feel like I need a new girl to be bothered with But, the grass ain't always greener on the other side, it's green where you water it So I know, we got issues baby, true, true, true But I'd rather work on this you than to go ahead and start with someone new As long as you love me As long as you love me We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke As long as you love me I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold (As long as you love me x2) Source: http://lagubestbest.blogspot.com/2012/06/as-long-as-you-love-me-justin-bieber-ft.html#ixzz22cK581nD

payphone (adam levine(maroon 5) ft wiz khalifa)

I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I've spent on you Where are the times gone Baby it's all wrong Where are the plans we made for two Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember The people we used to be It's even harder to picture That you're not here next to me You said it's too late to make it But is it too late to try? And then that time that you wasted All of our bridges burnt down I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed Still stucked in that time when we called it love But even the sun sets in paradise I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change i've spent on you Where are the times gone baby It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this And all those fairytales are full of it One more stupid love song I'll be safe You turned your back on tomorrow Cause you forgot yesterday I gave you my love to borrow But just gave it away You can't expect me to be fine I don't expect you to care I know I said it before But all of our bridges burnt down I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed Still stucked in that time when we called it love But even the sun sets in paradise I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I've spent on you Where are the times gone baby It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this And all those fairytales are full of it One more stupid love song I'll be safe Now I'm at a payphone [Wiz Khalifa] Now work that sh-t I'll be right here spending all this money while you sitting round Wondering why wasn't you who came out from nothing Made it from the bottom Now when you see me I'm strutting And all of my cause a way to push up a button Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it Switched the number to my phone So you never can call it Don't need my name, or my show Swish you can tell it I'm ballin' What a shame coulda got picked Had a really good game but you missed your last shot So you talk about who you see at the top Or what you could've saw But sad to say it's over for it Phantom roll out valet open doors Where's the car way, got what you was looking for Now ask me who they want So you can go take that little piece of sh-t with you I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I've spent on you Where are the times gone baby It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this And all these fairytales are full of it One more stupid love song I'll be safe Now I'm at a payphone Source: http://lagubestbest.blogspot.com/2012/04/payphone-maroon-5-feat-wiz-khalifa.html#ixzz22cJlqjGG

tlg please tlg please tlg please

bila org tu mula merayu tanda nya die sedang merendahkan dirinya serendah yang mungkin utk mintak maaf

WARNA WARNI

insyaallah pasti boleh

maybe aku seorang yg paranoid seorang yang ketandusan kasih syg parents ketandusan ilmu persahabatan. kerana itulah aku sering ditindas dan diperkotak katikkan aku dipijak oleh manusia2 yang konon nya kuat. terima kasih ya allah kerana menguji aku sejauh ini, mungkin terlampau banyak dosa lampau yang telah aku lakukan lalu ini lah dia balasan dunia yang engkau berikan.

tetapi insyaallah akan aku muhasabah diriku supaya sentiasa ingat kepada mu ya allah

perjuangan aku baru bermula mungkin apa yang ku lihat disekeliling ku ini juga takkan bertahan lama,,

mereka pasti akan hilang kata-kata jika aku mampu berjaya walau hidup penuh pancaroba

go wanie! go deans list lah mcm kat mrsm dulu! kau mampu!

aku x pilih hidup berkonflik

setiap manusia ada kesabaran yang berbeza kadang2 kita lalui hari tu dgn sebuah senyuman ikhlas tp org yang lempar batu kat kita kan? ape lagi nak buat? sabar je lah itu semua ketentuan tuhan

kesabaran

sampai bila eh nak berlakon? habaq mai? aku dh penat ni and aku bukan mcm ni terus terang aku ckp.

aku bengis yg korg xkan expect pon mcm mane

aku si pemaaf tpi yg x mudh lupakan kisah silam

to my dearest aizat

you,

i mintak maaf sbb selalu buat u sakit hati

mintak break xpsl2 sume tp thnx you snggup layan i yg MANJA ni

skrg i rindu you balik i tau u pun same cume kite malu nak ckp (:

i teringin nak mcm dulu balik ngan you tapi kan..

i takut you bosan dgn i and you pergi pulak dari hidup i

hati i lembut you senang berdarah berapa kali i jadi bahan mainan

you tau kan sikit2 cerita i kat sini?

i mintak maaf kalau ape yg i cerita tu buat

you jelous ke ape ke

i just miss you so much

tp i jugak selesa dgn keadaan kita yg skrg ni

ape yg penting kita

habiskan study dlu

then kalau kita bertemu lagi 6 tahun akan dtg

maksudnya tu lah jodoh (: